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New entry?

2009-05-23T11:41:41Z

Is anyone still out there?

Milwaukee

2008-05-18T00:06:49Z

I live in Milwaukee again. This time for good!

iichliebedichi @ 2007-11-16T19:29:00

2007-11-17T02:28:14Z

It's been a while since I've posted anything here. While I have a moment, I thought I'd enlighten those who read my journal with a little insight on what's new.

Jessie and I started, last night, Bikram Yoga. Bikram Yoga is basically a yoga class inside of a room that is heated to 105 degrees. Yes, so you sweat a bunch and sweat some more. The class lasted 90 minutes and I wasn't able to perform all the poses, but I gave it my best. Jessie and I were both hurting to get outside where it was nice and cool, but the instructor encouraged us to stay and at least watch the poses. We did, but it didn't come easy.

Eaben is getting busy. He's running, jumping, and skateboarding. We also have a snare drum we let him beat on. Just today, I put his Green Bay Packers cap on. He and I went outside and played chase. He'd run around and I'd chase him. Simple as that. He's still a small lad, but healthy as can be. Occasionally, Eaben, Half Pint(our dog) and I will go for walks at night to get Eaben to mellow out. Tonight though, we just ran around.

Musically, I've been going through an old school hardcore kick. Playlist consists of the following:

Underog
Uniform Choice
Unity
Unit Pride
Chain of Strength
Chorus Of Disapproval
Inside Out
7 Seconds
h2o
In My Eyes

And so on. I even have broken out some old Rage Against the Machine. Then today, I started listening to The Promise Ring and Texas Is The Reason. I'm serching for some Abnegation still and some Creation is Crucifixion. Anyone(hint hint jamie hint hint), want to get rid of their old metal/screamo records or perhaps burn them to cd for me!?

I've come to realize my favorite holiday is Thanksgiving. I get to cook. I love cooking for people. And then I get to eat my food I cook. It's also an excuse to get the family together. So yeah, it's my favori

Emoviolence anyone?

2007-10-27T01:35:27Z

Anyone else into bands like Acrid, Orchid, Neil Perry, Charles Bronson, Guyana Punchline, or Reversal of Man?

Things to remember...........

2007-10-21T14:41:28Z

Portraits of Past is so fucking good.

Spazz, Infest, Fuck On The Beach are all amazing.

Yage is pretty good. I haven't listened to them all that much, but I'm way into them so far.

Orchid could be one of my favorite bands ever.

Darkest Hour could be one of the most intense and emotionally charged bands out there.

GREEN BAY PACKERS!

2007-10-02T23:15:19Z

We're 4-0. We have the Bears on Sunday at home. The Bears are playing like garbage, and we should win that game. Am I the only one who is excited?! We're playing damn good and it seems like the team is healthy and playing well and excited to play. Look at Brett, he's playing like a kid again.

I don't know

2007-09-18T12:01:41Z

Maybe because I've never been in a hateful relationship. Maybe because I've never felt THAT much anger that it would make me want to punch the person I love. Maybe, just maybe, I really do have respect for the person I would call my girlfriend or wife.

I am watching probably one of the best comedies on TV, COPS, and they're called out to a domestic disturbance. The police officer gets the guy to put his hands on the hood of the car for safety or whatever and asks him what's going on when the guy's "old lady" comes over and slaps him and curses at him. So the cop detains her. The cop asks her if this is the first time he has beaten her and she says no, at the same time she's yelling and cursing that her husband is the devil and so forth. The cop asks if she wants to press charges. And here's the best part. She says no, calms down right away and says no. The cop says, "Why are you still with him."

"Because I love him." And she's totally calm when she says that. And then goes on to say, "He pays my bills."

I don't know about you, but that's fucking funny. Why would anyone want to be in a relationship that's anything BUT love?

OJ simpson

2007-09-17T23:09:40Z

So, here we go again.

I'm starting a poll....How long do you think THIS Oj trial is going to last?

I'm already sick of it.

home movies

2007-09-12T02:01:46Z

Anyone know of a good program that's easy to use that you could edit and create home movies? I want a program that's able to add music and such.

9-11

2007-09-11T23:03:39Z

Where were you when you heard about the 9-11 attacks?

I'm not Christian, but....

2007-09-08T23:25:29Z

Boy do I love the Veggie Tales!

Dude

2007-09-05T04:08:52Z

American Gladiators is back!

Gotta love the blues

2007-09-02T04:54:30Z

I can't get enough of the blues right now. Albert King, Freddy King, Howlin Wolf, Stevie Ray, Muddy Waters, BB King, the list goes on and on. The music had feeling, heart, and passion. I love this stuff.

Vegan

2007-09-02T04:25:52Z

I want to be vegan again.

I now weigh about 190lbs.

I want to lose 15lbs, all of which needs to come from my belly.

I think my weight gain is from lack of motivation and getting down on myself. How do you battle gaining weight when you see yourself and the only crutch is eating? It's hard to stop yourself from eating tasty food and replacing it with healthier foods. My depression, I feel, is largely based on the way I feel about myself and the fact I'm getting older. I don't want to be like the many middle aged men out there with hanging bellies. But I also know I'm the only one who could change any of that. Again, the question is how do you gain self control? How do you overcome being depressed about the way you look? And how do you gain motivation when you've been stuck in a routine for so long?

I want to research fasting.

Alert the news choppers!

2007-09-01T00:51:52Z

Hey everyone, I think I see the image of Jesus in my toilet! I am going to sell my steamy turd to some fanatic who collects images of Jesus that you have to be tweaking to see!

Also, it's ok to enjoy sex.

That's about as random as you'll get.

Eighteen Visions

2007-08-27T20:41:46Z

I really want to replace an old album of theirs that isn't the easiest to find, Yesterday Is Time Killed. If you or anyone you know has it, please burn me a copy or let me buy it off of you or we can make a trade of sorts. It was released on Cedergate and it was awesome.

Working out

2007-08-21T12:16:29Z

8-20-07

20 min pilates workout
75 curls
50 crunches
stretches

Why is it that after working out, I am gaining weight, not losing it? I now weigh 187.

Sleeping Baby

2007-08-20T21:06:33Z

My little brother had his 4th child on Saturday. He finally has his boy, Dylan Ray Rowlands. He was born around 3pm and weighed a ton, almost literally. He weighed in at 10lbs 12 ounces. HOLY SHIT! Deborah had a c-section. She wasn't about to try and push that big boy out. That's almost double Eaben's birth weight. He was only 5lbs 8ounces.

Eaben is sleeping right now and so I'm getting some much needed quiet time. I'm finding myself listening to a lot of Fugazi(The Argument, End Hits...) and Pink Floyd(Animals), some Black Keys who are amazing, Freddy King, Old Crow Medicine Show, The Weary Boys, Hank Williams, Cash, but you know who I recently realized is the bizzle bomb?! MUSE! So good. It's like if Radiohead grew a pair of balls.. Not to diss on Radiohead, but at times they seem a little week and annoying. MUSE is awesome.

And then I yanked out some old music, Navio Forge, Jane, On The Might of Princes, and I agree with Ted, the new Minus the Bear is really good.

Hot nuns don't exist

2007-08-18T23:36:45Z

One thing I've noticed, you will never see a hot nun other than in your cheep porn. Why is it that every nun you will ever see is ugly as sin? Just joking, but they're not very attractive.

iichliebedichi @ 2007-08-18T16:23:00

2007-08-18T23:35:11Z

A. List seven habits/quirks/facts about yourself.
B. Tag seven people to do the same.
C. Do not tag the person who tagged you or say that you tag "whoever wants to do it."

1. I once dated someone who poses on raverporn.net

2. I have never voted

3. I feel totally horrible when I have to send food back at a restraunt.

4. I don't like my knees touching when I sleep. So I use a pillow.

5. For my 30th birthday, I am making plans to go cage diving off of the SF bay to dive with great white sharks. I love sharks.

6. I love to cook.

7. I collect horror movies.

theblackest_sea
dewie
brittyn
acheronflooding
lylesxe
incubusattacks3
poindexter

My daily workout

2007-08-16T04:29:36Z

I'm going to start keeping track of my daily workout(as always, go ahead and correct my spelling):

8-15-07

100 crunches
50 modified situps
15 to 20mins of pillates
20mins of stretches
75 curls with my curl bar

Weighed myself at 184

All times are an approximated time frame or something.

irritated(bad spelling)

2007-08-16T04:20:21Z

It's frustrated when people don't acknowledge the effort you put forth.

I have to work at 2am, Eaben won't go to sleep, Jessie decided on staying late at work and I'm fucking tired.

130am

2007-08-10T08:21:01Z

Eaben won't sleep. It's 130am, I have to wake up at 3am. No bueno.

Word

2007-08-09T11:45:48Z

Jessie's parents are giving us their extra california king size bed this weekend.

GRIND!

2007-08-06T00:56:22Z

Man, I have been in a huge grind mood. Does anyone have any suggestions? I've been listening to Neuraxis, Despised Icon, Circle of Dead Children, Necrophagist, Pig Destroyer, Job For a Cowboy, The Red Chord, Beneath The Massacre, Ion Dissonance, Diskreet, and so much more. Send your ideas this way.